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Written on: Thursday, December 31, 2009 . Time: 8:46 PM
When you're lonely, I wish you Love!When you're down, I wish you Joy! When you're troubled, I wish you Peace! When things seem empty, I wish you Hope! Have a Happy New Year! <3 Time: 7:09 PM
I envy you.You dreamers. You lovers. You who are oblivious to yourself and others. i would say im a dreamer. i would say im a lover. but i would not say im oblivious. Time: 6:49 PM
To be willing to do anything for someone but then know that you dont have to because they don’t need you. Its a empty feeling. I want someone to need me.dan, why are you so honest? I think I can happy.... I think there's a happy person in me. Who folds back the branches in the dense thicket of my meloncholy... Peeking out to see if it's safe to come through.....and see who I can really be. This happiness can be unlocked. I know it. Will I allow it though? Thats the real question. why dan, would you not allow it? i wish i could show you how to completely. but who am i to speak, one who hasnt experienced it all... ...I need sleep. And I'm sure you need to stop reading this. Whoever this is...I Love You. And could there be a better thing to recieve from another human being? That was a sincere I Love You so treasure it. I rarely hand those out. i love you too, my princess. <3 Time: 5:46 PM
this post is dedicated to you.as if that means anything... i dont know why im doing this. its always a bit painful to look deep inside. i read ur myspace blog posts. and i hear a bit of myself. iono if it still applies to you. . . . i changed my mind. i shall do this by giving you giving a response to ur profile. Hello. My name is Dan. D-A-N. Just how it's spelled. <3 I'm very intelligent... ur blunt. >_> ...even though I don't utilize it. I have a great sense of humor... LMFAO. ...and love laughing and laughing with others. I love being with people but I rarely attach myself to anyone because once I do I have a hard time focusing on myself. people are fun arent they? its hard to get close. so u focus on them? :] I've missed out on a lot of things in my life...although I'm young I feel hopeless and in the dark...not certain of anything. i also feel ive missed out on a lot. but i also feel its never too late. u dont have to be. Lately I'm driven by nothing but the longing desperate need to have love. That drunken hopeless love that you only see on the tv or the movies. I want it more than anything...anything. ~ I'm a very passionate person which is my poor excuse for my self destruction...I'm manic depressive even though I don't admit it or show it...I'm a terribly jealous person and also one of the most kindest people you will ever meet. jealousy. thats part of scorpio. ;p im nosy too. there are lots of things i dont show. too much. and... love how u changed tone there. loll. ^^ I'm always contradicting myself...but I try to do my best to be a good person.I love two things. Movies. Music. They help me survive myself. They are one of the most beautiful mediums that transcend over everyone and one of the sole things that everyone can relate with. exactly. I love my family. They are the one thing that has stuck with me and has not given up on me in any way. i wish i can just say that. dont give me a lecture about family.... >_> I hide most of my emotions...it's just something about me...I bottle things up and... me. totally. ...it usually leads to a train wreck but thats who I am. i try not to let that happen. shuldnt keep saying that. If you've guessed I have a extraordinary amount of emotional baggage but that is what really gives me substance and character in my opinion. true. love you-self.<3 I love talking to people usually but I have terrible trouble starting the conversation...the same goes for phone calls and the like. it wasnt too bad for us, right? Written on: Wednesday, November 11, 2009 . Time: 12:18 AM
i live in a non-asian neighborhood.so ppl staring at me in the subway or walking down the street is not surprising. then yesterday, this man started looking at me. mutual communication via eye contact without my knowing. o_o took a seat on one side of the train. i offered a spare seat to another man and continued standing. train is then stuffed. i get squished. when the train clears a bit. im in the middle of the car. he nods and smiles, staring at me. as to say "good for you that there's space now." i just smile. o_o after a bit... i use the strap connected to my sleeve as a cup-holder. take it out after a second so as to not let anyone see this weirdness just yet. he looks at me amused. o_o he gets out one stop before mine. looks back into the car at me. amused. smiling... o_o um... bye???!@# plz? :) it has to be my blue eyes. -_-" |
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